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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
UpDaTeS oF mY wEeK
This is an update of mine week..After my cousin went home that day.. Which mean on friday.. I actually going for an interview.. But i think again.. I give up on that job liao.. So.. End up slacking at home until i bring my 2 cousin to MRT station.. Then.. Wait till jing's msg me.. She ya.. Hahaha.. Never mind about it.. I wouldn't scold her or blame her for anything la.. Don't worry jing.. Hahaha.. Then my plan to go shopping is cancel.. There goes.. Hahaha.. But never mind la.. Shopping can be done anytime de la.. Jing ya.. Don't feel guilty or wat ya.. I know u busy with schwork la.. Then we went straight to ruru's home.. On the bus interchange there saw ruru's mum.. She is on her way home too.. SO qiao.. Hahaha.. Then.. Off we go.. Reach her home around 4 plus.. Then we start studing abt the make up.. I become their model.. Hahaha.. Their skill not bad.. Quite nice.. But my face too many pimple liao.. So like i spoilt their thing.. HAhaha.. Then jing and ruru say nice.. I pai seh la.. Hahaha.. Hope ruru won't post the pic on her blog.. Juz sent me can liao.. I pai seh.. Hahaha.. Then stay at ruru home till 7 plus.. Off we go.. Me and jing go JP shop shop.. Shop tiill 8 ba.. Then home sweet home liao.. Hahaha.. Sat nothing happen.. Juz slack at home all day playing com.. Sian.. Sunday also.. But i got go out for a while.. Actually going help dad's frenz move thing one.. Then in the end.. That frenz of my dad put us aeroplane sia.. It turns out that she aleardy done with her moving liao.. Then she 4get infrom my dad.. Waste our time man.. Stupid frenz of my dad.. I brought the XXL chicken from the pasa malam.. It was too spicy for me.. I was looking for water like siao.. Hahaha.. Then around 9 plus reach home.. Then watch the show at 11pm.. My favourite show,MY date with a vampire 3.. I love the show soooo much.. Anyone got the VCD?? Can lent me?? Who wanna sell also can tell me.. But sell me cheaper can? I broke liao.. Haiz.. Wanna collect the VCD from My date with a Vampires 1 and 2 and 3.. Diaox.. DO you know how much it cost.. Let me count.. The VCD of my date with a vampire 1 cost $46.50.. Then the VCD of my date with a vampire 2 cost $49.. Then the VCD of my date with a vampire 3 have two part.. Part 1 cost $55,part two also cost $55.. Then if you add up the sum.. The total cost for all the VCD cost $205.50.. Oh my god.. Where the hell can i dig out the $$$ to buy those?? Shit sia.. Muz save from now.. Then going to find another job soon.. I promise myself.. HAhaha.. Sometimes.. I thing a lots of silly thing.. But.. I better don't write here.. Later scare ppl call me siao gal.. Hahaha.. Then 2day sllack at home also.. Haiz.. Sian.. Y doesn't consider other feeling before saying thing?? Haiz.. I was totally hurt by what my family say.. I was also hurt by what one of my so call "good" friend say to me.. Y?? Y?? Am i really that bad?? Am i really that lousy?? You know what?? That "good" frenz of mine call me a failer.. Haiz.. Is that kind of person call frenz?? Don't ask me who.. I don't wan to say who.. I also don't wan ppl to ask other ppl who.. Hope you all only read but don't go spread around.. I don't wan to lose more frenz becos of this.. I lost a frenz because i was spread rumor that i tell other ppl her sercret.. Am i such a person?? My good frenz should know well that i'm not such a person.. Back to the topic.. I know myself tooo well that i'm a failer.. I told my tat frenz tat.. I'm a big time failer.. I don't need any ppl to tell me or to remind me.. I know too well that.. But don't be such a person who say thing tat hurt ppl's feeling.. You juz keep to urself can liao.. I know i'm a big time failer.. I know that.. I know that too well then any one.. But juz don't tell me that.. I don't need any one to tell me that.. Although i don't say it out.. But i can be a very sensitive person.. Juz that nowaday i can control my feeling well enough not to let wnyone c it.. Even i wanna cry.. I will not cry in front of my frenz.. I can be a cry baby.. You all can ask my primary sch and sec sch frenz.. When i'm in pri sch.. I can cry cos of small matter.. But thing gtet better in sec sch.. I cry less.. But if you ever c me cry.. It much be a real sad thing tat make me cry.. I don't wish to say any one of those thing.. Cos they are juz simply too diffcult for me to forget them so easily.. Haiz.. But nowadays.. I don't cry liao.. I have learn how to control my tears.. If you ever think of crying.. Juz take a deep breathe.. U will feel better after that.. It work for me.. It really stop me from crying.. Juz dun know y ppl keep misunderstand my action and my words.. I dun mean it when i do something.. Y?? Y?? Y?? I also dun know.. Maybe becos i juz too stubborn to admit things.. I can be stubborn sometimes.. But not often.. I juz dun know y ppl do thing or say thing that really hurt my feeling soooo deeply.. I can feel my heart crying when they do that.. AM i really so bad?? Tell me someone.. Tell me the truth.. Tell me.. Tell me.. Someone pls tell me.. Y?? Y?? Y?? Y?? Haiz.. Actually got lts and lots of thing to write.. But i realise that i wrote too much.. Haiz.. Time pass sooooo fast until i can't breathe.. Time goes tooooo fast until i become numb.. Can time goes slower?? Haiz.. Till here ba.. Sign off.. Friday, November 25, 2005
***FuN dAy???***
2day very sian..So i make this post short and sweet.. Juz now in MSN have a voice conversation with my cousin,XY and my frenz,Jing.. Quite fun.. Hahaha.. Then my other 2 little cousin HH and WC come my house stay for a nite.. They very noisy sia.. U go c jing's blog and u will know y.. So.. I stop here.. Will update tml if free.. Tml going ruru's house.. Hehehe.. Sign off.. Wednesday, November 16, 2005
***SiAn+TiReD=DeAd***
SiAn..I wrote an update at sunday.. But to my horro.. I forget that some com cannot c chinese.. Haiz.. Then my blog update completely useless.. Then tat ms wu gu say i nv update.. So.. Make use of my time now.. I update lox.. In my post i wanna post at sunday.. I meantion IN CHINESE that i cut my hair.. BUt due to don't know what reason.. My post cannot be see.. So never mind.. I re write all in english.. I cut my hair liao.. What's so happy is that i don't need to pay a single cent.. My 5th aunt(my mum side one la) who juz come back from tawain treat me one la.. So kind of her.. Her big daughter,My cosin wanna perm straight her hair.. SO i KPO go see her.. I joke that i wanna cut hair.. Then my aunt call me cut lox.. Never mind since not my $.. Hahaha.. Then one mpore good news.. I FINALLY FOUND A JOB WHICH DOESN'T NEED ME TO PAY FOR MY TRANSPORT.. I start work yesterday.. Quite easy the job.. Work at factory.. Don't flood my tag board asking wat kind of work wor.. Cos me,myself also dun noe wat type of job does tat conside as.. Hahaha.. But i now praying tat the assigment would end quickly.. Cos i'm sick of tat job.. It's easy but it's also boring.. SOmemore some ppl in my deparment r such a idiot.. They can chat and laugh all they want.. But they like keep rushing us when they chatting.. STupid rite?? One good thing is tat Ling is also working at the same factory in the some department at the same place.. So Qiao man.. So suprise.. But i hate the don't know which boss of manger.. He is such a rusher,.. Like to rush us like hell man.. How can a pserson rush till sooo fast with so littel time.. Hell him man.. Lucky for me and my frenz tat we r going to disapper from there soon.. Not disapper la.. Is no need to wrok la.. We r juz there working part time,, Hahaha.. LAst but not least.. I'm Tired.. I wanna go sleep liao.. If not later tml i can't wake up and board the factory bus go factory liao.. EArly in the moring 7.05am i have to reach the bus stop liao.. So end here.. I'll update when i quit tat stupid job.. Yawns.. Sign off.. Sunday, November 13, 2005
不知道因该开兴或伤兴
我以经找到一份工作了。。可是我不知道该开兴或伤兴呢。。 对了。。 我刚刚可以写华语了。。 我非常高兴。。 因为是我期盼已久的一件事情。。 关于我的工作。。 我并不是那样的兴奋。。 不知道为什么。。 没有任何的原因。。 只是。。 我我我。。 嗨丫。。 真茅顿。。 我自己也烦丫。。 不想想这问题。。 不。。 刚刚不久去 Cut hair,Cut layer one somemore.. Hahahaha.. 我的阿姨请我的。。 对了。。 是我的小姨。。 他刚刚从台湾来新加坡陪她女儿来读书的。。 她女儿，我的表妹。。 哈哈。。 她女儿都小过我。。 小表妹是5岁。。 大表妹是13岁。。 她们还不错。。 人挺好的。。 好像我以经好久没写BLOG了。。 电脑一直有问题。。 真是烦丫。。 好吧。。 就到这，下次在写吧。。。。 再见。。 Sunday, November 06, 2005
*** CrYiNg OuT lOuD ***
I feel like crying out loud now at this moment this second..At this moment.. At my house,in my room.. There is a war.. A war between my parents and my brother.. But why am i always being scold.. It's not my fault.. But who understand?? Not my brother.. Not even my parents.. Haiz.. So stressful to stay at home.. Typing this infront of my parents cos they dun understand english.. Therefor i'm not scare.. I feel like crying out a loud.. But i can't.. Cos my mum is in my room.. She is still talking reason with my brother.. Haiz.. But why am i drag in2 this stupid war? I'm juz looking from the outside.. But.. I'm being drag in2 it for no reason.. Haiz.. :(:(:( Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. :(:(:( Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. :(:(:( Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. :(:(:( Why my mum so unreasonable.. Why?? Why?? I know mum scold us is for our own good.. But.. But.. But.. Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. :(:(:( I hate this family.. I hate this life.. I hate everything.. I hate.. I hate.. I hate.. I hate.. I juz love myself.. Is this call selfish?? I do love my family.. But wat did i get in return?? Being scold ad scold and scold.. Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. :(:(:( Life is unfair.. I know that.. But why me?? Me?? Me?? Why me?? Feel like i'm out of breathe in this family.. I have no stand in this family.. Sobx.. Sobx.. Sobx.. :(:(:( I'm juz like a stranger in this family?? Haiz.. I hate my life.. HATE HATE HATE HATE.. Sucks sucks sucks.. HATE HATE HATE.. SObx. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. HAIZ.. Sian.. Hate.. Hate.. Hate.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. SOBX.. |
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