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Sunday, October 19, 2008
I HATE MYSELF!!
Sometimes, I wonder..But, I don't even know what I'm wondering.. =.=!! I just wonder, for the sake of wondering.. *Sigh* It's just part of the life.. Which I hate it to core.. Life, is just a plain on to me.. Life?? What can I said?? It's never equal.. Never.. Be it from family, friends or work.. It's never equal.. I just hate myself.. HATE.. Really hate it.. Sometimes I hope.. I wasn't born in the first place.. I just wanted to be normal?? What can it be?? I'm just a weird girl.. Always chasing after weird stuff.. To occupy my loney and broke heart?? I'm just greedy?? Am I?? I am?? I don't know.. I am just holding on to stuff I don't even know what it is.. What am I stubbornly holding on for?? It is the scared felling of being lonely?? Is it the feeling of being hurt?? Or it is that I'm just plain stupid?? But, wait.. I always admit I'm not clever.. I like to act stupid.. Just maybe because It's really just me.. I don't even know what I am good at.. NOTHING?? Great.. That's what those realtive always said.. I'm a LOSER.. YEH.. I should be happy.. I'm gone case.. Sometime I don't even know what I am doing.. Living life.. Just count one day, as one day.. I always lost count in thing I do, lost my sense of directory too.. What am I?? Who am I?? What should I do?? Whatever It is, I just wanted to be myself.. I hope.. I just hope.. It's like normal.. Fine.. Nothing.. Dreams?? Anything.. *Sigh* The hosptial bill is HORRIBLE.. WHAT THE HELL.. Ok, NOW EVERYONE BLAME ME?? HELLL.. I should sign any form next time.. I should just let them do the stuff.. But, think.. Where are YOU when IT HAPPEN?? WHERE?? It's so sudden, HOW CAN I EVER THINK NORMALLY.. Do i know it will cost?? Although YOU ALL SAID IT'S NOT MY FAULT.. But, The MAIN POINT IS.. It's STILL ME, who is BLAME.. WTH, WTF.. I don't even know what happen really.. If not my mum, I won't sign anything.. I'm still a KID, EVERYONE SAID SO.. SO KID SHOULDN'T DO AY DECISION.. FINE, NEXT TIME.. PLEASE JOLLY WELL COME DOWN.. I should just dig or jump down to find those money rite?? Those 1K plus bill which overshoot the CPF payment.. GREAT.. I SHOULD JUST DIE, OK?? HAPPY?? Damm piss off.. It's all MY FAULT, MY FAULT.. Right.. MY FAULT.. OK, I am wrong.. For everything.. I shouldn't do anything next time.. NOTHING.. FINE, OK?? Sorry for the ranting.. I'm fine now.. That's all.. Monday, October 13, 2008
Nothing..
Juz come to, well..Update?? Seeing my blog is goonnaa gone dead le.. SO came and update.. :P Nothing much happen la.. Juz normal la.. No emo post here ba.. Cos all go into my another one.. Maybe?? ahahhaa.. :P So far, So good.. I juz hope soo.. Till here ba.. Late le.. =) |
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