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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Pretty sian..Boring.. So come here blog.. Yesterday went out with my dear ying for a walk at JE.. Lol.. Pretty long never meet up with her liao.. Have a great chat with her.. Pretty surprise to see my old sec sch frenz.. My Darling's.. Hahaha.. Lol.. Saw xiugin,yu min and her sis and their frenz.. But didn't see kaitse.. Lol.. Hahaha.. They say they will talking abt me when i saw them.. Me bad bad ask them say bad thing abt me izit?? Hahaha.. Joking neh.. That is not possible lol.. Hahaha.. Have a great time with u,ying aka joan.. Hahaha.. Lol.. My bro now starting to work night shift.. Kinda of empty the house without my bro's noise.. Hahaha.. Lol.. Now my bro came back and sleep liao.. So i'm here to kill time lol.. Till here ba.. Sign off.. Friday, March 24, 2006
****Hmmmm...
Lol..Me very sian.. Hahaha.. Just starting to play maple.. Lol.. Hahaha.. Siao me.. Hahaha.. Me sian.. So come here blog.. Nothing to blog lei.. Hahaha.. Lol.. Like this ba.. Me siao liao.. Hahaha.. Till here.. Sign off.. Wednesday, March 22, 2006
HaIz...
Fail to upload more from hello..Thus,i use the blog upload image to upload some more..  fRoM lEfT tO rIgHt-YuKi(My JaPaNeSs CoUsIn),MiYa(My TaWaInEsS cOuSiN),mIrA(aNoThEr TaWaInEsS cOuSiN),mE...  SiTtInG lEfT tO rIgHt- YiJiA, mIyA, yUkI, ToMmO.. StAnDiNg LeFt To RiGhT- mY mUm, Me.. Tuesday, March 21, 2006
My FaMiLy PhOtO aT tHe FaMiLy OuTiNg At 16Th FeB(mUm'S sIdE)  
***HmMm... Finally got hold of the photos taken on the family outing at 16th Feb with my mum's side at the Quailty Hotel having buffel(i did mention on my perivous post) Now i will post Some photos up by Hello(instant upload) I did try to use phtoobucket but it fails as i way too much photo to upload.. Thus,i choose to use the Hello.. Some nice pic on the way.. Saturday, March 18, 2006
Do this for me..cLiCk On Me.. Wanna know how u guys think about me.. So click on the click me.. Help me do ya.. Thannks a million.. Don't know what to update.. Saw the above website from my frenz's blog.. Looks pretty interesting.. So i create one for myself.. Help me do pls ya.. Thanks.. Till here ba.. Sign off.. Monday, March 13, 2006
***LoSt In UnKnOwN pLaCE***
HaIz..Sadness fill my heart now Don't know why i'm feeling so sad now.. Maybe because i have a big quarrel with my family.. Sad that i am always the one who is wrong.. Why?? I wasn't wrong.. I just know that i should say those word to make my family more angry.. I think i agree one sentence i heard from my friend,One wrong word make the situation more tension.. One wrong word from me end up fighting with my brother.. Lucky my mum pull us apart if not i wouldn't be here writtng this entries.. U will either find me in hospital(joking) or resting at home from my injuries.. I am pretty sure things will trun ugly if my mum never stop us from fighting.. Try it before during my small age when we fight.. We end up getting hurt pretty badly.. Either me or both or my brother.. I once threw a sailormoon(pretty big) coin box at my brother.. I regret ut the moment i threw it.. All i can do is just stone at that place and see what happen.. My wrost fear happen.. I really threw directly at my brother.. I can see my brother crying loudly.. Those times let me learn a lesson.. I shouldn't be so rush and bad temper.. I did try to change my temper.. But my family just don't care.. I do cry at times.. I try very hard to change.. But all i get back is just some scolding.. HAiz.. I did try and change.. I try my best liao.. Why must they find fault about me?? Why?? Why?? I am feeling pretty happy before that.. We are chatting happily when this happen.. I was so happy as i get to go out and escape from that horrible home of mine.. Haiz.. Haiz.. Feel like i can't breathe in that home of mine.. Feel like dead.. Feel like i shouldn't be in this place.. My mum always say she regret having me in the first place.. That's why i am always thinking that if i should be in this world in the first place?? Haiz.. Think i was born in the wrong time,wrong place and wrong person.. Haiz.. Everyone say i should exchange place with my brother.. Cos i look and act like i guy.. How i wish i am.. My brother is damm smart and my mum love my brother more.. How i wish i can be like him.. Haiz.. I am happy that i have my friends who are there for me and care and concern about me.. Especially yanling and kahying.. Thanks all of you for your concern.. I will be ok when times goes.. Times can cure all things.. I am sure i will be all right after some times.. It seem like i like to write sad thing only in my blog lol.. Haiz.. Some happy things then.. Went out with WJ and ruru on friday for some shopping.. Brought one bag.. Feel happy about it.. Long time never meet them up liao.. Hahaha.. I suddenly feel like clubbbing but in the end we never go cos it is too rush.. Lol.. Me suddenly ki siao ma.. Crazy lol.. I mean myself.. Hahaha.. Lol.. Just suddenly la.. Not i like to club hor u gals.. Hahaha.. Lol.. I can be siao sometimes.. Hahaha.. Lol.. That all for today.. Till here ba.. Sign off.. Thursday, March 09, 2006
AnOtHeR pHoTo Of My BrO's NeW hP... bLuE... yIpEe.. 
My BrO nEw Hp... LoVe My BrO sO mUcH cOs He LeT mE ChOoSe ThE cOlOuR,bLuE... mY fAvOuRiTe... YiPeE.. 
Monday, March 06, 2006
***SuRpRiSe****
Hahaha...Me 2day very happy lol.. Hahaha.. Went out with my family.. To have lunch.. So surprise to see Mei Wei aka Ruby at the coffeshop.. Hahaha.. Saw her family and her stead.. Hahaha.. Long time never see ruby liao.. Hahaha.. Still so pretty lei.. Hahaha.. Then went to my 1st uncle house lol.. Sent some time crapping with my cousin.. Lol.. He is pretty sway man.. Leg injury then kanna another leg liao.. Pity him lots.. Wish him recover soon.. Hahaha.. Then come home liao.. Hahaha.. Now nothing to do so come here blog lol.. If not my dear say i never update lol.. Hahaha.. Lol.. Till here ba.. Sign off then.. Saturday, March 04, 2006
***SaDnEsS....
Haiz..Sian.. Don't know what to do.. Stress?? Tired?? Can't take anymore liao?? Lol.. Life is like that.. I alway tell myself that.. But why can't i be happy and stay happy?? I seem like an optimistic person to my friends and family.. But i am not.. Deep down my heart.. I am not what it seem like.. I am a very pessimistic person.. I fear everything i do.. I can't be as happy as i look.. I am just a normal person who is afraid of new enviroment and new things.. I just like to lie to myself that i am very happy.. I just can't take it anymore.. Can't.. Can't.. Lots of things are just like this from the start.. I can say i am a very optimistic person when i am young.. I believe i should live fullest for my life.. I believe i can be happy all day.. But how wrong i am.. After what i gone throught in my 19 years life.. I come to realise that life is not so beautiful as i think.. I come to realise that i am not as optimistic as what i think.. I come to realise that i am just a girl who is.. I am just a person who live like.. I am just a person who.. Haiz.. Thinking of that means me cry.. I know i am damm useless in someway.. I know i am damm selfish sometimes.. I know i can be unreasonable sometimes.. I know i can be a bit petty at times.. But i just don't know why.. Why it happen.. I try to mend my temper and change my thinking.. BUt it's no use.. I just can't get rid of the guilt.. I just can't control myself sometimes.. I try to be nice to my family and do whatever they told me or ask me to do.. But what did i get and do in the end.. More guilt and sadness.. More unhappiness and misunderstading.. More unpleasent and weaker family bond.. But how strange can it be.. My family is really very strange and not like other.. We can be quarreling an hour ago and talk and joke at the next moment.. I do admit that i am pretty petty toward my family.. I can be angry for a long time and have cold war with them.. But i just can't aplogise like what i should do when i am in wrong.. Just like how i aplogise to my friend when i am in wrong.. I don't know why but i will become another person when i am at home.. I just can't stand it.. I just can't admit i am wrong.. I just don't admit that i was wrong(i do believe i am right in some ways).. But sometimes i am sad that i have to be blame for what i didn't do in the first place.. I hate people accuse me of things i never do.. I just can't forgive those people who accuse me even they are my family.. I will alway remember how it happen and it appear like it happen yesterday although it has pass a long time ago.. I can't stand it anymore.. Thing are just storing in my heart like a atomic bomb which will blast any minute.. I am scare i will lose control one day.. I don't want to be like my brother's friend.. He become mad after don't know why but i am sure he has just too many thing bottle up in his heart and never say it out just like me.. Although i do tell and pour my woes to my friend but it seem useless to me.. I just can't put it down.. It is like a burden to myself and no matter how hard i try.. I just can't take it off.. Maybe it is beacuse i am just too petty and can't put thing down.. Haiz.. Bottling up my feeling and thing make me feel mentally tired.. I can't take it anymore.. That's why i write it down in my blog.. To get something off my chest.. It does helps a little.. Just a littel and i am happy.. But it won't last long.. My happiness will just gone after a few days and i willl start anyhow think.. Sometimes i will ask myself why i am like that.. Sometimes i can become real mad and act like a mad person.. MAd about myself.. I can't blame anyone for this.. I have to learn to be open my heart and forget about unhapppy things.. Tons of craps here.. So sorry for the boring entire and thanks for reading.. Gald to hear that my cousin have make a disc out of the picture taken at the family reuion dinner at the buffet of my mum's side.. I'll post those picture's up if i get hold of the disc.. I hope i'll get it real soon.. Can't wait to see those picture.. Because it holds memory of my days at the dinner and it have many picture of my long long never see cousin fo my mum's side family.. Praying hard to get hold of it soon.. Till here ba.. Sign off.. Thursday, March 02, 2006
Me,ToMmO aNd YuKi!! :) 
***tItLe??*** Ten Top Trivia Tips about Yi Wei!
This is pretty Funny man.. Found it at wan jing's webby.. Quite interesting.. Hahaha.. But i like the Ten Top Trivia Tips about Yi Wei then Ten Top Trivia Tips about Irene cos the thing are different and Yi wei's top 10 tips is more nicer.. Hahaha.. So i decide to post the Yi wei's tip in the end.. Hahaha.. Lame me.. Lol.. Just now around 7+Pm my cousin call me.. She was going home to japan liao.. So fast.. Haiz.. Although we have some problem talking to each other cos her english not so good.. Lol.. But i do enjoy the time with her around.. Hope her enjoy her trip back.. Yi lu sun feng.. Hahaha.. Lol.. I am so happy that they are back and i enjoy them.. Hahaha.. I enjoy the chat with Yuki(my japan cousin).. Hahaha.. Will post the pic of me and yuki and her brother tommo(dun know how to spell).. Lol.. Nothing really interesting happen this few days.. Lol.. Till here ba.. Sign off.. |
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