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Monday, July 20, 2009
Really, Enough!!
Really, Enough!!Sometime, I really can't take it.. It's eating me up, corrupting my mind.. I don't know why, it seem to hurts me too much.. Maybe, I've being a little over sensitive.. It seems, lots of things rushing into my mind like a waterfall.. Maybe, I should learn to think lesser.. Trying, maybe.. It's always me, which is in fault with everything I didn't expect or do.. It's just, me.. I really, seem so lost.. Maybe, it's just a illusion.. It's just, a dream.. Which, I struggle to wake up.. I am, trying hard.. More hard, for whatever reason I think of.. Recently, being moody.. Maybe, it's just a feeling.. I just need, a step out.. A step, just a step.. I hope, I'll gain that step out sooner.. Break free, and be a new person.. =) Thursday, July 16, 2009
Buy, Over!!
Buy, Over!!God, I think I'm spending too much.. =.=!! Brought a new watch, Which I'm loving it!! (It's the same watch I love so much, from that idol drama call K.O 3an.Guo!!)  Nice right, I totally love it!! (Haha, those who know me well knows jolly well I LOVE BLUE!!) Then, went for a facial treatment.. A little felt cheated man, cos the person said 2 hours.. But, it end around 1 hour 10 minute!! OMG la, totally cheat sia!! =.=!! But, well.. Take it as a experience, and not to believe what those promoter said.. (Must said that, I must be too kind to even stop!!) =.=!! But, apart from that.. I felt all right with the facial, think my face look a little brighter kinda.. Kill me, but I won't go for any kind of facial next time.. I think it's kind of waste of my time and money, cos it looks quite same to me.. Maybe I'm being a little bias, maybe.. I don't really like facial kinda, people knows me knew that I hardly like to doll up myself.. Maybe, I love my hair more the normal people.. (=.=!!) But, I'm more causal kind and don't really wear smart... A short, and a T-shirt is what I always wear when I go out.. Only if it's those formal meeting, or town area.. Then I'll wear long pant or jeans, but I'll still stick with my T-Shirt!! (for town area, but I'll wear more formal if I'm attending function!!) Trust me, I'm not too bother about my looks and wear(but exclude my hair, I'm very bother about my hair!!).. Well, well.. =) That's all for now, nothing really interesting happen recently.. =P Wednesday, July 01, 2009
What, To Think??
What, To Think??What, not to?? I don't know, I don't WANT to know.. It's like, assuming stuff.. Imagining thing, and wanting to do stuff.. Maybe, I don't know.. Losing the sight, losing my wishes.. Losing everything, it just seem to be gone in one second.. Past catch up with me, again.. Making me think, and recap.. Stuff, everything.. What is that, whatever.. It's just, life.. Life is like that, everyone said so.. I remember reading on a magazine, you wouldn't type what really happen to you on a online dairy.. I don't know, half right to me.. I write half, and left out the other half for my own thought.. They're just, feelings.. Sometimes, it's hard to write down how you really felt.. In that very moment, or that very second.. It doesn't mean I lie, nonono.. It's like, I kept much.. For myself, for my hidden memory.. I lock my memory, in a very deep corner of my heart.. But, they're always there.. Lock, and hardly open.. Maybe, only when I'm thinking.. I'll pry open, sometimes.. It's more like, I don't want to remember some stuff.. My worst past, my bad days.. Those horrible moments, when I'm going.. It's just, my life.. My very past, which I don't even wanted to said.. Happy memory, are just fading away.. When am I really happy?? I don't know, hardly guessing my own feeling.. Stuff, and everything.. It will go, and life move on.. Putting down, and letting go.. I'm learn, to do those for now.. What am I now, Is who am I.. =) |
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