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Monday, December 28, 2009
Feeling, Lost~~
Feeling, Lost~~Nothing seem wrong, yet nothing seem right too~~ Christmas Eve is all right for me, at least I'm not lonely~~ Christmas is just another day for me, nothing more or nothing less~~ Maybe, less feeling running over me~~ Thinking lesser, trying to stop those wild thoughts~~ Seriously, I couldn't get anything right for this bad year~~ 2009 is just a sad year for me, more tear and less laughter~~ Everyone's changing, so am I~~ Yet, I'm so afraid that changes will make everything seem so different~~ It is, or It should be like that~~ Constant asking myself, constant doubting myself~~ It's just, 4 more days~~ 4 more dyas, and we'll be stepping into a BRAND NEW YEAR~~ I hope, I wish~~ 2010~~ It'll be a, happier + better year~~ Let's look forward, for a better tomorrow~~ =) Love, Irene <3 Thursday, December 17, 2009
New, Layout~~
New, Layout~~Took me nearly 3 hours to complete it, as my computer hang halfway THANKS to SOMEONE (My VERY 'NICE' Brother~~) ~~ Took quite awhile to find a nice skin I like, and finally FOUND this~~ Although I'm not REALLY a big fans of Twilight, but I just love this layout setting~~ =) This WHOLE week I was practically OUT, shopping or accompany family~~ JP is nearly becoming my second home (which is going to, haha~~), I went there straight for like nearly a week~~ -.-!! *Claps* Monday went shop with Ms dear Yap, Tuesday last minute meet up for coffee with Myst, Wednesday take Cousin Yuki for a brief walk, Today went to eat the Jap Buffet~~ How wonderful~~ -.-!! I did enjoy the moment, yet the place is making me dizzy~~ Hahaha~~ The buffet was brilliant, I ate too full until I'm going to vomit the food out~~ Lucky I didn't, I let myself rest~~ Of cos, that means my dinner is out of question since I'm still SO full until now (11.30pm)~~ -.-!! Photo will be up @ FB soon, if I decide to get my lazy finger moving~~ =.=!! Going sleep soon, practically lacking of sleep this few days~~ -.-!! Bye, god bless~~ =) Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Confused, Messy~~
Confused, Messy~~Seriously, I'm hating myself every single minute & every single second~~ It's just, ME~~ ME, ME, ME~~ I don't know, just tired of being me~~ I'm nothing, I'm nobody~~ Everyone's changing, yet I don't seem to be accepting the fact~~ I wanted to stay, I fear of changes~~ The fear grew bigger & bigger, when the time goes by~~ Why, why the changes?? For better, or for anything?? Why, just why?? I'm confused with myself, confused with my thought~~ Why, the hundred thousand & million why?? Maybe I got use, so I don't like changes to mess up everything~~ Feeling change, time change~~ What is not changing, is just myself~~ Maybe I'm pinning too much hope on the 'happier' side, and force myself to fear changes~~ Trying hard to be happy, or maybe just acting to be happy~~ It's contradictions, the world itself is very contradictions~~ There's no real, there's no fake~~ Everything just seem, real and fake~~ I'm very lost, in myself~~ I need, just need~~ Some, time~~ Hoping, time will heal everything~~ Hoping, time will fade everything~~ Hoping, just hoping~~ Am I silly?? I am~~
Sunday, December 06, 2009
Tiring, Weekend~~
Tiring, Weekend~~But it was lots of fun, and nice~~ Sat went out with Jing, Orchard~~ Have lot of fun, ranging to shopping to chatting~~ It has being awhile, since we last done it~~ We practically walks for 7 hours, minus and plus stuff~~ This lead me to a conclusion, I'm OLD~~ My leg has being aching since I wake up today, and it's another kinda of tiring day for me~~ Mostly, due to lack of sleep~~ Photo will be up @ FB, soon~~ JING, I WANT MY PHOTOS~~ -.-!! Today went for a wedding lunch, located at Goodwood Hotel (Around Orchard side)~~ I was initially quite excited, yet my mood swing fast~~ Maybe it's cos of the small quarrel between my parent which sore my mood a little, I just hate to be struck in the middle~~ Cast the sadness away, the lunch was nice~~ Minus off the part of the refill-ing drink, and the super duper SALTY food for the first two course~~ My god, it totally can KILL me~~ The food was NICE, for the back~~ The beginning food was HORRIBLE, not that KIND of Horrible~~ It's HORRIBLY SALTY, I NEARLY need a BUCKET of water beside me when I ate the 1st two dish~~ The 1st course was all right, but the omelette spoil the whole thing~~ I strongly suspect, the salt is SO cheap for them to that they need to add SO MUCH of them for the dish~~ What make the situation worst is, the SUPER DUPER SLOW speed for re-filling my TINY LITTLE GLASS OF DRINK~~ -.-!! Can't make it man, I nearly dies of saltiness man~~ -.-!! The 2nd dish is WORST, It's MORE SALTY then the DAMM omelette~~ -.-!! The WHOLE DUCK seem to be SOAK in SALT WATER~~ Every INCH of them taste HORRIBLY SALTY, and I'm not the ONLY one who thinks so~~ My mum and those friend whom we are sat with all agree that, the hotel are either too rush in using up the SALT or it's just too CHEAP~~ -.-!! The service was GOOD, yet their speed in CERTAIN aspect much be improve~~ First, I really HOPE that they'll speed up their re-filling drink~~ It's like ONCE in a MILLION/ZILLION year, the drink will be fill up~~ -.-!! Second, I hope they'll CUT DOWN on the SALT~~ Seriously man, the salt intake for today must really SHOT up SO HIGH, Thanks to that omelette and that DAMM duck~~ *(&*^*^&%&*^&&*(& It's so nice to see a loving couple happy married, and I'm waiting for my turn~~ (which will only happen like millions or zillion year later~~) Of cos, I'm LOOKING forward for our dear Ms Ruby Big Day SOON~~ =P Jing & I saw lots of pretty dress in Far East Plaza there, which we agree we can wear for our DEAR sister's wedding~~ (No worries, No Puremilk include~~) =P Oh yeah, the wedding door gift is a SO pretty pair of wine glass~~ Will take the photo and post @ FB soon, if I'm not so lazy~~ So, summaries my whole week~~ The weekend is the best, loving it~~ Hope more lovely week will come by soon~~ God bless all~~ Take cares~~ Can't wait for Christmas to come SOON~~ With Lots Of Love, Irene <3 Edited - All my P.S are GONE, damm PISS~~ (The stupid code missing in the damm HTML, can I kill them?? -.-!!) I'm more piss cos, I forget what I wrote for those P.S~~ (Regret closing the tab of that just edited post, cos the P.S are STILL there just now~~) -.-!! Double edited - Horray, My found back my P.S~~ I'm lucky, I subscribe to mail update I blog to my e-mail~~ (That's WHERE I found my LONG LOST P.S, HORRAY~~) P.S - I feel that time flew really too fast, or am I going on a too slow pace?? P.S.S - I began to felt more helpless in handling my emotion, or am I getting too emotional?? P.S.S.S - It seem that the more we grew, the bigger our fear of losing or love ones~~ P.S.S.S.S - Sorry being naggy, but I really felt that life are being too short sometims~~ So treasure what we have now, and not regretting when it's gone~~ =) Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Crazy, Me~~
Crazy, Me~~-.-!! I highly suspect I'm crazy, very~~ It's the N time, I'm re-arranging my room stuff around since the start of the year~~ A Little lost count, too lazy to even remember~~ I don't know why, the big sudden change in me~~ The Old me, HATES doing housework, HATES everything~~ Yet the strangest thing happen, I don't know since when It start~~ I start having this very weird habit of moving/re-arranging my room every once in a few months, and it start since 1-2 years ago~~ The Old me hate even to sweep floor, not to even mention moving stuff around~~ Yet, it's completely change now, I don't know when I start to LIKE moving stuff around my room~~ Weird me, VERY weird~~ -.-!! Seriously, this habit kind of creep myself out somethings~~ I even find myself shifting stuff at VERY weird timing, like 1 in the middle of midnight~~ 1AM, not 1PM~~ -.-!! The strangest thing is, I don't even feel TIRED at all~~ -.-!! How wonderful man~~ -.-!! Even after I shift the stuff, I still find it not to what I'm liking~~ This so much tempt me to re-arrange them again, AGAIN and AGAIN~~ Seriously, I don't even know why am I doing this~~ My god, My god~~ -.-!! I wish I could go back to the past, yet I like the present~~ Who knows what the future lies, the path which leads me to nowhere now~~ HAIZ~~ =( |
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