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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Learing, Moving
I'm, learning on my way..Learning to let go, learning to live happier.. Letting go, memories.. Letting go, feeling.. Letting go, unhappiness.. On the jounrey in learning, I also learn to move on.. Don't dawn on the past, moving on to a better future.. That's what I told 1 of my friend recently, and I am trying to do that for myself.. I left my past behind, opening my arms and heart for a better future.. So, Betty.. I hope you do, also try to do that.. Past is past, nothing can be done to return to the past.. What is important now is, to move on for a better tomorrow.. Life hace it's ups and down, letting us to learn from what we go throught.. No matter what, dawning on the past doesn't help to create a better future.. Letting go on the past, and opening up yourself to receive a better bright future.. On my last post, I mention about losing faith.. Losing faith in friendship, and losing faith in myself.. I guess, it's part and parcel of life.. So, don't worry too much about me.. I'm fine, really.. I just wanted to write it out, so that I won't bottle too much in my heart.. It's bad, to kept everything mummble.. Writting a dairy, helps in regulate my emotions and mood.. Trying to keep my temper down, and learning to be more open up.. That's what I'm doing, for now.. I hope, no matter what happen.. Having a open heart and mind, helps.. So, to all my DEAR FRIEND.. Smile, it'll make you feel better.. Don't think too much, it only let you feel more down.. Just, lead a happy mind.. No matter what, life still move on.. Time wait for no man.. So, grab your time.. Life your life, to the fullest.. Learning on, Moving on.. Everyday is a new beginning, everyday holds a better tomorrow.. So, let's just be more happy and be less unhappy.. =) Thursday, April 23, 2009
Thinking, Hoping..
I'm thinking deep recently, thinking about changes in my life..Talk to a ex-classmate, discover how thing changes around.. He've change, I do too.. I realise, it isn't too bad afterall.. He changes, for better.. I am, too.. I hope, I did.. But, well.. I can't judge for myself much, as I've being feeling lost since years ago.. The feeling, grew bigger and bigger.. Empty heart, lost mind.. Everything seem nothing, nothing seem like that.. I change, people change too.. Mindset changes, so does a person heart.. Does, bond changes too?? Like, friendship?? I've being losing much faith, in friendship.. Friends, Forever?? How true, how much is left for me to believe?? I don't know, it seem everyone changes.. So do I, am I?? Maybe, I've being isolating myself too much.. Expose myself more toward the dark side, thinking the bad things.. But, that wasn't what I want.. However, I also don't know what I really want too.. A better tomorrow, I wish too.. Like what someone told me, which I miracely remember.. Friends come and go, but truth friend stay on for you.. How much is real for this, only you and I can judge.. I felt lost, maybe cos I think many friend leaving me.. Maybe, it's just me being over sensitive.. But, somehow.. I hate to think that, it sucks.. Life ain't great for everyone, but at least I'm trying to make life happier for myself.. Am I, did I?? I have alway try, but I don't see much result.. BUt, no matter what.. I'm still trying, hard.. Recently, I've note some pretty meaningful pharse.. "Even if memories is lost, Love will stay remind" "We don't live for ourself, we live to create memory" No matter what, I'm still tring to be a better person everyday.. Hoping, wishing.. I should stop here, as It's getting no where.. =) Thursday, April 02, 2009
204
204, What a nice number..It has being a while since I last update, which is like how many weeks ago.. Not planning to update much, as nothing much happen too.. Life goes on, so does I.. Sometimes, I wish time could stop.. Maybe, time could just turn back to those lovely moment of life.. Instead of strucking in such a bad times, real bad ones.. I've being going a bit crazy recently, sometime wrong with me really.. I went for Fahrenheit autograph session last sunday, which is one of the crazy stuff I did.. =.=!! Well, it should be a happy event.. But, due to time constraint.. Quite a handful of fans ( Which, I'm included too) didn't get to have their album sign, which is an unfortune ending.. But, it can't be help.. I only hope, whoever plans the next time.. Should try not to under estimate the crowd, which lead to such incident happen.. To me, I'm not upset.. (I'm content, to see them..) Mainly because, I understand that they're in rush for the next event.. Plus, Arron isn't feeling well on that day.. I hope, fans should try to be calm.. It's not their fault, for not being able to finish everything.. Poor arron, being used for excuses.. We must learn to take thing easy.. Try not to be too uptight, in matters.. Learn to relaxed, and let go.. Holding on to it, doesn't help in anyway.. Being too stubborn, also won't help too.. So, why not take thing easy.. I know, some people see their idol more important then their life.. But, it will flade when time goes.. 10 Years, 20 years.. When time goes on, their life goes on too.. So, why not let go and be more happy?? You may said I don't understand your feeling, but come on.. I am once an teenages too, I'm once SO deep in love with my idol too.. But, I'm not so uptight.. Well, everyone has it's own view.. So, I guess mine is just to take thing easy.. Well, till here then.. =) |
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