Sunday, April 13, 2008
My HeArT iS cRyInG, sO dO mYsElF
My HeArT iS cRyInG, sO dO mYsElF..
That's my nick at msn and describle my feeling now..
Past memories flew back..
Like a flash..
Like a lighting..
That strike me like a bird..
Giving me so much pains in my hearts..
Like zillion of volts of lighting striking on me..
Past memory..
Is like an evil moster..
Haunting me..
Making me felt so, miserable..
What kind of memory??
Let me start my story here..
When i was just a little girl..
I always believe to be simple is to be happy..
So i didn't asked for much..
But i only like to asked for more attention from my parent whom dote my smart brother..
I tried study very hard..
Either i was too plain stupid or wat..
Primary school grade is not as lovely as i wanted..
But my Bro's grade was super nice and everyone love him..
1 incident make me bash myself into the deep dark place of mine own heart..
not wanting to open up to anyone..
that incident really made me felt super wu nia, i'm so innocent yet i have to, take the blame..
It happen when i'm at pri sch..
My parent blame me for something i didn't do it, and the blame 'title' is still haunting me until now..
seriously..
i dun know wat really happen..
i juz remember i was soo innocent, yet no one believe me..
NO ONE..
NOT EVEN MY OWN FAMILY..
And the most funny part is..
The one's who blame me for the stuff IS MY OWN PARENT..
I dun wan to say wat it is..
It was a horrible nad terrible stuff..
Yet they can blame the young kid like me..
WTH..
Watever it is..
After it..
I withdraw to my own world..
I may seem happy and carefree..
But i'm not..
Deep down in my heart..
It is bleeding non-stop from tat day on-wards..
Nothing can heal my bleeding..
haiz..
2nd thing..
my pri sch life..
not tat wonderful..
yet..
more stuff made it worst..
can u actually believe..
MY OWN PARENT don't even believe in me..
They don't believe i can pass my streaming..
My result not even out..
They will like..
'Aiyo, don't need guess also know you going to EM3..'
I WAS SUPER SAD ABT IT..
THEY ARE MY PARENTS..
HOW COULD THEY SAY THOSE KIND OF COMMENTS..
BUt..
Either i was juz plain lucky..
Or..
The god pity me..
I didn't go em3..
I went to EM2 instead..
more horrible things happen on the way of my life..
if i continue typing them..
i tell you..
it will be super emo post..
so 4get it..
i will juz say parts here and there..
haiz..
but..
i'm glad..
like i always say..
i gt my lots of frenz for me..
:P
Jessie honey..
:P
Thanks a million for the whole saturady session..
whahahaa...
2 bored ppl hanging 2gether..
:P
But i had a very bad bay 2day..
HAIZ..
How can own family be so hurtful..
Those sarcastic remark..
those hurtful words..
I don't even have any pride left..
HAIZ..
HAIZ..
HAIZ..
HAIZ..
I DON'T CARE NOW..
I DON'T CARE..
HAIZ..
Stop here ba..
I thinking of changing my blog skin..
Looking..
:P
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