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Monday, March 13, 2006
***LoSt In UnKnOwN pLaCE***
HaIz..Sadness fill my heart now Don't know why i'm feeling so sad now.. Maybe because i have a big quarrel with my family.. Sad that i am always the one who is wrong.. Why?? I wasn't wrong.. I just know that i should say those word to make my family more angry.. I think i agree one sentence i heard from my friend,One wrong word make the situation more tension.. One wrong word from me end up fighting with my brother.. Lucky my mum pull us apart if not i wouldn't be here writtng this entries.. U will either find me in hospital(joking) or resting at home from my injuries.. I am pretty sure things will trun ugly if my mum never stop us from fighting.. Try it before during my small age when we fight.. We end up getting hurt pretty badly.. Either me or both or my brother.. I once threw a sailormoon(pretty big) coin box at my brother.. I regret ut the moment i threw it.. All i can do is just stone at that place and see what happen.. My wrost fear happen.. I really threw directly at my brother.. I can see my brother crying loudly.. Those times let me learn a lesson.. I shouldn't be so rush and bad temper.. I did try to change my temper.. But my family just don't care.. I do cry at times.. I try very hard to change.. But all i get back is just some scolding.. HAiz.. I did try and change.. I try my best liao.. Why must they find fault about me?? Why?? Why?? I am feeling pretty happy before that.. We are chatting happily when this happen.. I was so happy as i get to go out and escape from that horrible home of mine.. Haiz.. Haiz.. Feel like i can't breathe in that home of mine.. Feel like dead.. Feel like i shouldn't be in this place.. My mum always say she regret having me in the first place.. That's why i am always thinking that if i should be in this world in the first place?? Haiz.. Think i was born in the wrong time,wrong place and wrong person.. Haiz.. Everyone say i should exchange place with my brother.. Cos i look and act like i guy.. How i wish i am.. My brother is damm smart and my mum love my brother more.. How i wish i can be like him.. Haiz.. I am happy that i have my friends who are there for me and care and concern about me.. Especially yanling and kahying.. Thanks all of you for your concern.. I will be ok when times goes.. Times can cure all things.. I am sure i will be all right after some times.. It seem like i like to write sad thing only in my blog lol.. Haiz.. Some happy things then.. Went out with WJ and ruru on friday for some shopping.. Brought one bag.. Feel happy about it.. Long time never meet them up liao.. Hahaha.. I suddenly feel like clubbbing but in the end we never go cos it is too rush.. Lol.. Me suddenly ki siao ma.. Crazy lol.. I mean myself.. Hahaha.. Lol.. Just suddenly la.. Not i like to club hor u gals.. Hahaha.. Lol.. I can be siao sometimes.. Hahaha.. Lol.. That all for today.. Till here ba.. Sign off.. |
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