Thursday, July 10, 2008
I wonder
I wonder..
What i will be, 10 years later.
What achievement will i do?
What?
Sometimes, i wonder..
Y am i here?
Wat i am holding?
I am lost..
I don't know wat's wrong with me..
Countless night, i just wake up suddenly..
My tears are all falling, out of nowhere..
I cry, i sobbed hardly, by myself..
No one knows..
No one..
Juz me, myself..
The stupid one..
Stupidly trust that everything will be fine after the cry..
Stupidly believe miracle willl happen to me..
My smile, is so fake that i hate myself.
I hate it, when ppl r laughing at me..
I just smile..
I juz laugh..
I just do nothing..
They laugh, they do what they like..
They succcess, pull-ing me down..
Hurting my pride..
Making me like bad??
I don't know..
I really don't want to know..
I lost my true self..
I am not wat i am like last time..
1 thing for sure..
I'm still as stupid as last time..
Speak without thinking much..
Regret is useless..
Time can't turn back..
Regret can't be do anything to help..
No matter how much regret i have..
I am just standing in my own circle..
Doing what i think i like..
BUt, the truth is..
I don't even know what i want..
I have no aim, pointless??
I wonder..
I really wonder..
What i am holding on??
What mind-set i am having??
I wonder..
I wonder..
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